Thursday, October 29, 2009 10:47 PM
CRAP! i just cant stop thinking of it! ZZZZZ!!!!! =.= ABCD!!!!!RIDICULOUS!NONSENSE!DON'T KNOW!DON'T CARE!DONT BOTHER!HECK CARE!SCREWED IT!
just feeling vexed right now! dunno why! so just ranting over here... glad that i nv use any vuglar words now.. LOL!last time i always do tat during sec 4 for a period of time due to dunno wad reasons. i gt one time said the 4 letter word so loud in front of the whole class somemore =.=i am such a vuglar person last time. shocked? LOL!but all are in the past :) HAHAHAHAHA!last time i used to be a 喜新厌旧 person.. i was a bad girl who always the first to breaks ppl's heart.. now i dun... bt its the other way round now?.. HAHAHAHA! strange huh? ppl do change as years passed.. retribution? LOL! ok wadever~ HAHAHAHAHA!i still rmb last time i always go to the bball court to look at guys who play bball during free time etc... i just love to go there and watch them play during sec sch life.. and sometimes we netball training will train with the bball guys at the bball court.. when the bball court is so small =.= LOL!往事只能回味~u shouldn't say u are ready at the very beginnning, when u actually wasn't ready for it at all!the problem doesnt lies with me.sometimes i think i am crazy.tired of asking the same old qn, when the ans is always the same; nt a clear cut answer.!!!!ok wadever~ nite! :)tml gt 3 hrs break! do wad? o.O
7:22 PM
i am back again! :) today's lsn are all nt bad cos all are practical lsns! HAHAHA! use comp to do work nia.. except for the netwk lsn i blur diao, was nt in pace with mr sin cos doing tut 1 with the yda they all. and thanks pauline for helping me with the netwkt pract! :)
went pooling during the 2hrs break.. haha.. played with simon first for the first round.. HAHAHA i won! :) LOL! then xh and c came back from buying food at amk hub.. then i partner with xh, simon solo :) xh said that solid is her curse cos she nv win once with the solid.. but... I BREAK HER CURSE! :) HAHAHA! we won! see this proves that solid is not ur curse, xh :) and tat game left 1 purple stripe, 1 blue stripe, 1 solid purple, 1 solid blue and the black one! HAHAHA all purples and blues, so qiao!!! and thanks simon for letting me have 6 free balls! :) HAHAHA! then mk came to play.. lol.. he so gd lah.. the first game with him played halfway cos the black one went in by mk when the game just started not long.. then the next round, obviously he won! LOL!
oh ya today during the 1hr after oopjv lab, we wanted to go kf to eat de bt no space.. LOL! anw saw ly in kf.. lol.. wadever.. hahaha.. then we came out of kf saw ly again?.. LOL! then we went to south canteen to eat vegetarian food! :) long time nv eat tat liao.. been to all the canteens, fk and mac there already.. went to north canteen to eat the most no. of times cos they want eat yth.. LOL! wonder why they all like yth so much?
saw henry today! :) at 4th lvl i think when i waiting for lift.. see i so gd called ur name! HAHAHAHA! dunno is it my voice loud or henry's hearing is gd, its quite noisy at outside the lift bt he actually heard me shouted his name! LOL! 2nd time saw him this week, the first time is at library on tue 2hrs break! and thanks for ur advices ytd! :) such a gd ogl! hahaha!
saw shi yun(sec 2 gd fren) :) today when i alighted from bus 72.. we both on the same bus, just tat i sat at the upper deck.. she at lower deck with her fren zheng nan (from nyp also)! :) its been sooooo longgggg since i last saw her.. hahaha! a nice fren! :)
and also thanks to all those who are concern about me, giving me advices and such! esp my clique! :) and thanks for trying all ways to help me, clique! i will be back to my old self soon! HAHAHA! like wad xh said, i stil have u all, my wonderful clique!~ :)
different ppl have different views on the same issue.
daxiaohai = kiddy? kiddy = da xiao hai? LOL! another one.. ok wadever~.. HAHAHAHA!
shall go watch my olympic nw~ bye! :)
Monday, October 26, 2009 9:36 PM
saw WK (basketball dude; 4 years classmates in sec sch! :) ) on purple line bt he is coming to hg int to take bus to NP, he didnt see me though cos he came out from the next door. LOL! its been mths since i last saw him.. HAHAHA! still as blur huh?today stat tut is interesting, econ tut was lost at the first part cos was trying to connect to the nyp's internet during tut and didnt pay attention to some of wad teacher was talking about. and the internet still cmi =.= ZZZ! java tut ok ok.. lol.. did the tut myself.. lol.. although gt mistakes here and there.. oopjv lecture nt bad bt still veri noisy as usual those ppl behind =.= should sit further down next time or else too noisy to listen to mr loh teach.. and tat JH nv buy his notes and he say he will stay awake during the lecture bt he actually going to fall aslp.. i keep on say wake up wake up.. LOL! all 3 of them want to transfer out of bzman class.. all pangseh me.. LOL! nvm i shall stick to whr i am.. i still think bzman easier than the rest.. 自我安慰？HAHAHAHA!__________________________________________________________________________It's neither here nor there. So where? No where huh?was deleting some nt impt msges in my phone when i saw some msges and reminds me of the past. bt then it seems that it's no longer the same as before? was sad all of a sudden once again. i trying to make myself nt to think of it anymore. bt it seems impossible. who can help me? how long is this going to drag. i dunno how long can i hold on to it when it seems tat its staying at a position, nt within my reach soon. drifting further and further away? whenever i see u, i dunno should i feel happy or sad, happy i can talk to u for few mins, sad that when we meet we like gt veri little or sometimes nth to talk about; we are nt the same as before when you like to touch my hair, tickle me, hold my hand when walking back home and on the bus trip back home, and giving me the 3 combo before i go back home everytime. bt nw there isn't any of these already? i feel like giving up already cos its really veri tiring, bt if i give up, i will surely regret ttm! why i feel tat hard to give it up? cos i too serious in it already? this thing is going to drive me crazy soon! the problem is still unsolved, dragging it, pretending nth is wrong. bt all these is making me super tired. nv felt so tired before. emotionally exhausted. is it too late to turn back already?A second chance will do; i will make full use of it.我真的好失败！why did i land myself in this state? why why why why why?????u dun care.
i just realise i contradicting myself from the previous post..going to slp soon! :)
Sunday, October 25, 2009 11:41 PM
my mentality is set! studies more impt.. the rest to the side for the moment.. hahaha.. :) i still dun like java -.- LOL! although nw java prac is easier cos can copy bt i dun like the tut for it.. hahaha!
my fren, u made me realise something ytd night.. LOL!
finished all my tut already except netwkt last qn last part nt done yet cos still nid to explain so ma fan de..
and oh yea my stomach is back to normal after days of torturing i gt from it! :) i think should be all well and wont pain le bah.. hahahaha.. i have been eating proper meal since ytd.. :)
ok shall blog next time, off to slp! bye~ =)
Saturday, October 24, 2009 10:00 AM
i am back again! HAHAHA! i finished my stat and econ tut, left oopjv 1/4 thru onli.. econ to me like quite hard. zzz.my male cousin (youngest) and my aunt came to my house at 11 plus just nw. i think got 1 year never meet them. a very long time! HAHA! my this cousin now already taller than me! he only sec 1.. LOL! cant believe i am the shortest among my cousins and my sis (other than my youngest bro who only 5 y.o. this year).. stop growing taller since sec 3 or 4 :(36 hrs since i last used my hp to msg anyone.. HAHA! not used to having my phone so silent w/o anyone contacting me.. everyone is busy i guess? bt just nw gt 1 random msg so have to reply and it breaks my chain.. LOL.. just came back at 10pm after having dinner at long beach seafood restaurant with my cousins they all :) my eldest cousin sis's bf came too, last year he also came to celebrate my grandma's chi bdae :) i think they date quite long bah.. nt realli sure about my cousins' stuffs.. bt he is really sweet to my cousin and a friendly and funny guy.. so envious of my cousin! today he is the photographer and he took lots of photos.. tml he will tag me on fb :) nw veri full from eating the dinner and dessert!
just nw on the way home on my dad's van.. i didnt talk at all and my dad tot i was aslp.. HAHA! its my sis who was aslp just nw on the van, i was pretty awake on the long ride home.. just dun feel like talking just nw.. my dad keep on turn his head behind and see whether i was aslp.. LOL.. and i missed my last epi of bof :( damn sad can! i want to watch de! ZZZ..
I LOVE TO MAKE MY WORDS BIG, BOLDED AND COLORED! HAHAHAHA! i think i need to go back to IMH for check up on my mental.. LOL!
so it's all my fault. if u were me, how would u feel?
Wednesday, October 21, 2009 4:19 PM
A BIG HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SIS, PEI SHAN! 14 YEARS OLD LIAO! HAHA! :)
2 more days to 23rd!
3:58 PM
Yo i am back! LOL. ok i said tat i will leave my blog to rot the previous post bt then since i am free right nw cos for the first time ever i reach home so early after sch!! omg! i cant believe it also! haha! shall get used to going home early.. and alone.. haha..
start of new semster, i think i still in holiday mood, cant concentrate in lectures, tuts, etc in sch.. and my stomach pain is still there since 5 days ago or dunno when forgot le.. doctor say its stomach flu? i gt no idea wads tat.. its similar to stomach bloat i guess.. cant slp well at night these few days all because of the pain.. and i cant enjoy my food at all cos i have no appetite these few days and i just eat my food sometimes cos i scare ltr gastric pain jiu die le.. hahaha.. have to learn to take care of myself nw already.. have to be independent :) i think i need 1 week to get used to being an independent girl from today onwards.. haha!
ok today we have the OOPPJ tut.. we have to get into our grps by today.. so sudden.. and guess wad i am the grp leader.. oh my tian!!! is counted as lucky or unlucky? its been ages since i be a leader or should i say i nv been one.. haha! forgotten liao.. all of them push the grp leader role to me and jas and so they say use scissor paper stone to decide who is the leader and guess wad.. all "thanks" to jh who scissor paper stone with xh and he lost to her.. cos he help me and xh help jas to scissor paper stone.. LOL! jh exclaimed tat he is an IT pro.. LOL! i shall see... our grp gt no IT pros seriously.. dunno can survive for the proj or nt.. HAHA!
ok i shall go back to look at my econs now.. :)
oh ya thanks fren for ur concern! :) u know who u are.. haha!
will be back few days ltr.. :) bye!~i want everything to be back to normal, to whr it once used to be!!!!!!!!!!!!difficult? simple?everyone is changing?..
Sunday, October 18, 2009 4:54 PM
can i have something like this once again by you???i wish........
1:32 PM
will leave my blog to rot when sch starts. =)
Saturday, October 17, 2009 11:40 PM
yeah finished my hotshot already! :) jerry yan and wu zun shuai! esp when they playing bball de shi hou.. haha.. ok no more watching of dramas online when sch starts! (there isn't any time to do tat i suppose..) and today i chionging to finish something impt before sch starts.. bt left only 1 day and i still gt 100 + nt done yet.. OMG! nvm i think i still gt some free time to do those 100 +.. should be able to meet the "deadline".. haha.. :)
ytd bought 4 modules notes already..haha.. first time go home str. from sch ytd (go sch for about 2 hrs onli.. LOL)..
sch is starting in 1 day's time.. should i be happy or sad?
shall go to slp soon.. night folks! :)
Friday, October 16, 2009 12:16 AM
timetable was out, getting module notes in sch today afternoon. (was suppose to get it ytd bt i suddenly nt feeling well so didnt go get.) and hui yu is going to adjust herself to studying mood soon in 3 days' time. back to sch is gd so can keep myself busy. haha..
real love doesn't strive for repayment. (quoted from "W" from hotshot)
tat's all. bye folks! :)
Monday, October 12, 2009 2:18 PM
cut my hair ytd morning! abit weird.. ytd celebrate my sis chi bdae in the morning before i went cut hair with grandma and bro cos they want cut hair too.. went to snip avenue outside hg mall.. cut + wash + blow is $8.80 only! LOL! alot of ppl went to cut hair at that salon.. ytd watched 赤壁 2 dvd... quite interesting.. didnt watch 赤壁 1 then jumped to 2.. going to continue watching my hotshot.. jerry yan! :) and jerry yan is more shuai than show luo ok! hahaha!
6 more days to sem 2!! i haven't enjoy enough! ):
bye folks!~
2:06 PM
周杰伦 - 说好的幸福呢
你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了
怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了
怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
12:34 PM
Deepavali is on 17 Oct which is Saturday. Only holiday fall on Sunday will have Monday as holiday. (by Mr Loh Kuan Pang).
Sad Monday gt sch! my sis they all no sch on monday ):
Friday, October 9, 2009 6:34 PM
these few days watched hotshot online. Jerry Yan shuai! :) LOL.. dont think i can finish watching this drama before sch starts on the 19th Oct.
ytd went out to hg mall have jap food for lunch with honey, then head to cp G2000 bt cant find any nice formal blouse and skirt, then head down to bugis the wallet shop bought a wallet for my sis's as bdae present.. then walk around there still cant find wad i want.. then head back to hg mall and bought a black heel.. but didnt buy any formal blouses or skirt :(
99 + 1.
nth much for today, bye folks!
Wednesday, October 7, 2009 10:50 PM
while chatting on msn.. hwee ping asked a qn when we were talking about something..
2:17:07 PM :::_ђẃèë pĩńĝ™_:::
- you forever won't change ar?
i was like huh wad thing forever wont change, i asked her then i know wad she meant by that.. she said a part of my character..
am i realli that bad huh? :(
its been a long time since i chat with hwee ping online.. and long time have not seem her too! :(
can say hwee ping is the most understand me de person bah so far even though we diff class in sec sch, bt same chinese class since sec 2.. got to know her since i joined netball in the later part of the year when i was sec 1.. :) i still rmb we always chit chat during netball trainings with felicia, wen yi, jasmine, diviya and some juniors.. having trainings together.. sit-ups, push ups and others.. and its been a long time since i do all those warm-up before training :( miss training!
and this holiday cant meet up with hwee ping, felicia and wen yi again! damn sad!! :( second time already.. lol.. nvm hope we can meet up soon during dec.. :)
was practically online the whole day on fb cafe world.. haha! "cooking" away the whole day in there.. and i watched hotshot epi 4 today.. LOL.. :) the basketball thing is really too exaggerating..
nth much for today.. oh i today went to order a cake for my sis's chi bdae this sat.. :)
tml going shopping.. hope i tml buy most of the things i want to buy.. i hate shopping for long hours cos i will get headache due to tat.. LOL.. weird me..
shall end here.. nite folks!~ :)
Saturday, October 3, 2009 2:42 PM
watched accident with honey ytd at J8. the movie not bad bt its abit draggy and the ending too sudden..
是一场意外，不是谋杀！
是谋杀，不是意外！
LOL!
before going to J8 to watch movie, we went to my house there de BLK 401 coffeeshop to eat hokkien mee, nt that hot when they served the food bt i find it quite nice esp with the chilli..
and honey ytd keep on saying “意外”! hahahaha! and then we went walk around at J8 and Hg Mall to shop for bdae presents but in the end cant find anything for me to buy. shall go out buy presents again next week.. must buy something as bdae presents next week!!! i saw my sis and her "fren" (a boy) at subway when i going down the escalator. (shall nt elaborate too much of it, onli me and honey know what happens after i saw them.. hahaha!)
i want to watch Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs and Shorts! i think these two movies are nice and funny! :) (hope i can go watch these two movies, and of cos i waiting to watch The Storm Warriors 风云!)
two more weeks and sch is going to start again! ): i think i have to squeeze everything i want to do within these two weeks. STUDY STUDY STUDY will be back in two weeks' time! ):
