booo. i had nothing better to do just now and went to look at a website which makes my mood go down down down. something that i don't want to see at all but.... i still go see. lol! i funny right? 没事找事做。however, there are still questions that i want to know the answers, but i think i better don't probe those questions at all. cos i scared what will happen next if i ask. but i know i will never get the answers, or is it the answers are already given to me? :( oh well, i shall go slp soon, and next day forget everything that i read just now. bad memories. night!
