I fear to say out what I want or wanted things to be, as I fear that I will get rejected of what i want. And true enough, my wish got rejected. And the reason for rejection is not what I expected at all. It's like a shocking news to me. And I don't like shocking news that are bad. And I hate myself for crying so easily when what I expected didn't happen.
What happen to me? I wasn't like this before I came to Poly. Is it due to the environment I am in now or the people around me in school that cause me to be so emotional, so not myself? I think both are the factors of it. Hate it.
